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[16 Jul 2024|03:35pm]
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
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[13 Sep 2023|12:01pm]
I love my baby.
12 hours of him yesterday.
I can't wait for the rest of my life.
I love you Matt Meier.
Toy STory is a great movie.
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Just for my amazing boyfriend:: [02 Sep 2022|11:30am]
Goodness! Yesterday was horrid. Well, not all of yesterday..but most of it. I got to school and I knew that it was going to go soo slow because later that afternoon I would get to see Matt. Then the CRAMPS started kicking in. Oh my GOSH..those were the worst cramps I've ever had. They made me throw up and such..that sucked. Then I got kicked out of Mr. Vrken's room. Haha..oh well. Matt came over after school..and we hung around until it was time for church. Church was lame. I dont want to go into details..but it sucked. I punched Matt..and I felt really bad. I love Matt.

This weekend we are going camping with New Cov. --basically just Tay, Sarah, Becca, Me, and Matthew. Haha..family time plus Matt. Well, thats how it usually is. Tehehe.

So right now i'm in Mr. Lightner's TA class and he has a meeting..so I graded the Calculus papers and now i'm just going to study Biology. I just took my history test..and I think I did fare on it. I hope I got a B or else I'll be grounded.

-sigh-

<3


__________

aha. I love you Matt. This is just for you.
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[31 Aug 2021|05:03pm]
Livejournal for the Liz is dead.
no more!
http://xanga.com/l_em_M_ing


God bless.
<33
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If i told you I loved you would you turn your head away? [30 Aug 2020|04:12pm]
[ mood | sick. ]

This weekend was amazing. Matt's lakehouse was amazing. Matt is amazing. I love him. I love kissing him. I love being with him.
(forever)
Today. Sucked.
School is so stressful.
I stressed over my project all day today.
I got it done.
I'm still going to fail.
I'm so sick.
I feel like i'm dying
The computer isnt letting me on MSN.
Worst of all..
My Matt is sick.
feel better.

I swear everyone is sick. Colds suck. I'm running away with Matt.

/sigh.

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[30 Aug 2018|07:26am]
today is going to suck.
big time.
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I love my Matt. [29 Aug 2017|05:21pm]
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"My second project=one that"
mwahahha

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch
first? WALL

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
AIRPLANE

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is. 5 15

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 5 17 ..ohhh.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? lawn mower.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? i came in from church? i dont remember.

8. What are you wearing? nothing. ahahah..no..actually..matt's sweatshirt and my SUPERMAN UNDERWEAR!!!

9. Did you dream last night? yes

10. When did you last laugh? when i was talking to ginny about pudding.

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? a clock..and pictures...and EYAEI!

12. Seen anything weird lately? my sister.

13. What is the word most often used in your vocabulary? love and MATT
14. What is the last film you saw? AIRPLANE


15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy
first? a kitty

16. Tell me something about you that I don't know.: my dog is licking my ankle

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i dont know.

18. Do you like to dance? you know it

19. George Bush:he's silly looking

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Skyler/Kylie/Ashton/anything else..haha.

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Jason Reese.

mwahhahahahhaha.
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[27 Aug 2016|03:19am]
its like 3:30. i can't sleep because of my skin.
:(
matt isnt there online. sigh.
i'm bored.
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j.u.s.t.l.e.a.v.e.m.e. [26 Aug 2015|11:48am]
[ mood | PMS sucks. ]

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind

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SO much. [23 Aug 2014|04:00pm]
[ mood | die ! ]

I've actually been thinking about this journal entry all day.
Today wasnt very good..and its starting to annoy me that the days that nothing bad happen to me arent good. I guess today was just really slow. I was cold all day..I was out of uniform all day..I almost died in World Lit. I miss Matthew.

**NEWS FLASH**
I love Djosabah.
shes amazing.

Brandon Funk is sitting next to me playing the guitar.
He just sat down and said "you look emo"
Thanks, buddy. I AM DAMNIT!
So ..he played me Dashboard. haha. I love my husband/thing.

Alright i'm bored.

I love Matt Meier.
weeee.

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I dont know whats wrong with me. I feel unimportant. [20 Aug 2014|11:57am]
---
I better get to see Matt tonight or else someone is going to get seriously hurt. Audrey told me about some Montasia all night thing and I really wanna go. And of course I would drag Matt with me. It's like a lock-in at Mountasia. Fun stuff.
In other news I'm probably going to end up being lucky enough to babysit my demon sister tonight. WOOHOO..not.
I miss Matt so much.
and I love him

I'm so freaking hungry.
Mr. Lightner made me use the paper folder. I broke it. I'm such an idiot.

I wish today would start over.
I wish I was in Tucker.
I wish Matt was next to me.
I wish I had food to eat.
I wish time would just stop.
I wish he would leave me alone.
-i'm such an emo kid-

I hope you die.

___________

alright. so, I should be happy. Umm..
Spanish was so funny today. Okay the end.

I love Matt.
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[19 Aug 2012|11:59am]
I'm not having a good day.
at all

I actually went through the trouble of sneaking in a classroom to use to phone to call my mom and tell her to come get me for lunch.
she's doing it.

thank you, mom.

**

oh and by the way.
FUCK YOU
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[19 Aug 2011|10:05am]
die. just die. PLEASE>
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..look for the girl with the broken smile..and she will be loved.. [12 Aug 2007|11:38am]
[ mood | eee i need matt. ]

Okay, so..I'm acutally going to start writing entries...maybe..Okay, so just this one probably because I have absolutly nothing else to do. I am in Mr. Lightner's TA class and he decided to leave..so yeah, I'm stuck here by my self with absolutly nothing to do except type about my life. Haha, yeah..fun. Lets start with Sunday. Sunday was Josh's birthday party..and that was fun except I was feeling kinda depressed from lack of prozac..or just because..and I didn't feel like doing anything with anyone else. Matt didn't either..so we just kinda sat out of the pool. He thought he was pulling me away from my friends, but the truth was I was pulling myself away from them because I wasn't in the mood to hang out with them. Yeah so..anyway--I was just happy to be there with my favorite person in the world, Matt Meier.

Haha, so then everyone wanted to do water stuff fight thing and I had hurt Matt's ankle so I stayed with him (I'm sorry!). After that..and some..we got in the car to go home. The car ride home was fun. Enough said.

So then Monday was school..which sucked. First days always suck. Tuesday was alot better though. I dont really remember it well, but I know it was better. I laughed alot. Then Wed. I had the wrong shoes on and I got in trouble. Oh well. It happens. And now I'm sitting in the computer lab waiting for people to tell me what they want me to do for them. I just copied some papers for Mrs. Salsberry..and Coach Smith. WOohoo. I'm so awesome..except..not really.

Oh wait. Yesterday I got my hair cut. Everyone seems to like it. My father said that I look like a model. I laughed. Today I feel like poop and I just want to go home and talk to Matt. But hey, thats about it is everyday! I love him. And I'm going to be with him forever.
FOR
EV
AR
-and i'm not kidding-

I saw him yesterday for like..oh..50 seconds. He gave me the Driver's Ed. Book. and I got to cling to him. Tehe. He was so cute..his hair was wet and it was all flipped out. -sigh- I love him.

So next period I have BIOLOGY.
REMEMBER..JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE SAYS ITS TRUE DOESNT MEAN IT REALLY IS.
hahah good times in that class yesterday. The teacher is so dry and Hannah and I just sit there and laugh the entire class.

Oh, George came up to me today and he was like "hey, Matt told me to make fun of you" aha Ooooh! Okay! I dont know why. Oh well, I still love him.

Alright this entry is long enuff! I love Matt.!


--I changed my livejournal. its not as ugly any more--

I love you Matt
you are my everything

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[05 Feb 2006|04:36pm]
wow i dont use livejournal. ever.
but hi to everyone who is my friend on this thing.
myspace.com/jealous__moonn
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[11 Jan 2005|08:31pm]
SilentClouds666: hehehehehehe
SilentClouds666: evil laugh
liZprill: why the happiness
SilentClouds666: I don't know you don't make me happy
SilentClouds666: lol
liZprill: good because you dont make me happy either.
SilentClouds666: well fine you lesbian
liZprill: i am not a lesbian
liZprill: you child molester.
SilentClouds666: oh
liZprill: ((you're dating a 10 year old))
liZprill: :-P
SilentClouds666: ok that crosses it
liZprill: mwahhahahaha
liZprill: i know, i'm evil
SilentClouds666: my g/f just read that the gloves are off
liZprill: hahaha
SilentClouds666: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrowl
liZprill: are you going to beat me up
SilentClouds666: she says bite her
liZprill: no thank you.
SilentClouds666: but don't do it cause you'd enjoy that too much
liZprill: haha i doubt it
SilentClouds666: you bisexual you
liZprill: i dont go for 10 year old girls
liZprill: unlike some people
liZprill: ::COUGH YOU COUGH::
SilentClouds666: so are you admitting you like chicks
SilentClouds666: and by the way your not much older than alisa
SilentClouds666: like a couple of months maybe
liZprill: um..okay?
liZprill: ah, but i can still make fun of her
liZprill: because shes making a huge mistake
liZprill: shes going out with you.



aw ..i'm mean...OH WELL.

mwahahhahah
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[11 Dec 2004|11:28am]
I'm in my teaching assistance class and uh..Mr. Lightner is making me do any work for him yet..so I'm ..oh wait..yeah, i gotta go grade stuff. OKay bye.

I love you, Matt..i hope we have church SOMEWHERE tonight.
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[09 Oct 2004|11:32am]
hey. mr lightner is short.
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[08 Oct 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | in love ]

xShroudedApathYx: you're good at the remote game hehe

hahaha.
I love you MATTEOS!

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[05 Sep 2004|09:35pm]
~~Perfect Guy Survey~~
1. hair color—red.
2. eye color – green..blue..ish..
3. height – taller than me
4. six pack – dont matter
5. long or short hair(style) inbetween
6. glasses – sure
7. piercings -- depends. he doesnt..but if he did i wouldnt mind.
8. scars – dont mind.
9. eyebrows -- yes, he needs to have them.
10. big butt or little – uh..who cares.
11. chest hair – who cares
13. straight teeth, gap – doesnt matter.
14. funny or serious – depends on the situation. BOTH.
15. party or stay at home -- doesnt matter as long as i'm with him
16. should he cook or bake -- if he wants to.
17. should he have a best friend -- yes
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends – he can have friends that are girls..but i would like it if i'm his only girlfriend. haha
19. outgoing or shy -- Outgoing..and alittle shy
20. sarcastic or sincere – both
21. should he love his mother -- yes.
22. should he watch chick flicks – haha he can.
23. would he be a smoker – no
24. would he drink – not much.
25. would he swear -- I dont mind.
26. would he play with your hair -- YES.
27. one or more girls at a time – ONE
28. would he pay for dates – not all of them. a few is okay..but i wanna pay too!
29. does he kiss on the first date -- nah.
30. where would you go to dinner – TACO BELL. it doesnt really matter..as long as i'm with him
31. would he bring you flowers – if he wants to..but it would be fun for a special thing..er..sumthin..
32. would he lay under the stars with you – YES</>
33. would he write poetry about you – yes.
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby – i dont mind..but nah..well..ehhh..
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends –if he wants to!
36. you hang out with him and HIS friends -- I would, I would!
37. will he walk you to the door at the end of your date -- yes.
38. holding hands -- I love it.
39.soccer -- soccer is amazing.
40. baseball – if they like it.
41. basketball – no
42. football –nooo
43. water polo – haha..if he wants to
44. surf – meet kelsey daniels
45. skateboard – yes
46. snowboard – sure

47. sing – yes
48. play guitar – yes
49. play piano – weeeeeeee
50. play drums – yes..alittle..

51. clean his room -- not much
52. paint, draw, sculpt – if he likes it
53. writes his own music – thats awesome
54. use the word dude – he can! (he does sometimes)
55. use the word tight -- hehehehee
56. would he watch the sunrise with you – sunset.
57. what kinda car does he drive – doesnt matter
58. how old is he – 17..almost 18..in September..
59. What is his name: MATT MEIER.

I love Matt.
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